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I F'ED THIS ONE UP! AND I WON'T BE WRITING IN IT ANYMORE.. *Love - Mere*

Since I'm waitin on Tiff and Chels to get here, I decided to update. Anna Lee and I were having a little recap on what happened the other night.. here's how it went:

lillee7650: I'm sittin' at po' folks 4 dinner, and I have this WHORE as a waitress..so we're talking to this WHORE and orderin' dinner & what-not..trying to make little conversation, cause she's a WHORE, and this SPIDER RUNS ACROSS THE TABLE...yes, a Spider! At Po' Folks! and the WHORE trys to kill..but she doesn't know how to kill things only screw them. So another lady had to KILL this SPIDER @ Po'Folks and it was mighty tasty, I must say..

LMAO! Anyways..

Thankfully, I have awesome friends who help me to realize how my priorities need to be. I have started feelin' really bad about alotta things that I have been taking part in lately.. And I'm thinking I need to change. Yea, it's definitely alotta fun. But, I need to grow up and put the most important things first. Thanks to everyone who's helped me out..

20 - The other night was awesome.. that was prolly the most fun I've had in a while! Thanks for hanging out with me and spendin' the night, girl! That was the best!! We need to do it again sometime.. LOVE YOU! LMAO - Jeremy was cracking me up!

I long for the warmth of days gone by,
When you were mine,
But now those days are memories in time.
Life's empty without you by my side.
My heart belongs to you, no matter what I try.
When I get the courage up to love somebody new,
It always falls apart 'cause they just can't compare to you.
Your love won't release me,
I'm bound under ball and chain,
Reminiscing our love, as I watch four seasons change.

CHORUS:
In comes the Winter breeze,
That chills the air and drifts the snow.
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe.
When Springtime make it's way here,
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume.
When Summer burns with heat I always get the hots for you,
Go skinny dipping in the Ocean where we used to do.
When Autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare,
When you're not here,
It doesn't feel the same.

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes,
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time.
Anytime I think about these things I shared with you,
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional.
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain,
Reminiscing our love, as I watch four seasons change.

REPEAT CHORUS.

This loneliness, has crushed my heart,
Please let me love again.
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain,
Or 4 seasons will bring,
The loneliness again.

This reminds me of one person in particular..  - I miss you so much!

Currently in the process of making my xanga BA! Lemme know what you think.

Today was very uneventful. I woke up at 12:30, had an intense discussion with my mom about a few things, took a shower, got ready, cleaned my room a little, then got ready for work and then Caroline took me to work. After work, came home - talked to Collier a little bit. Our plans fell through for tonight, so I've decided to stay home. But tomorrow oughta be fun! I'm wakin up kinda early, getting ready, then goin with Carly to get some stuff for her room. Then we are gonna get lunch and just hang out until we gotta work tomorrow. So holler at us if you wanna get up! I'm outta here! Love ya'll! *Mere*

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